I often wonder if I'm doing a good job as a Mom.
I know I shouldn't...but I compare myself to others.
I eat to make myself happy.
I need to get on some Anti-Depressants or I'm going to end up in a bad place, again.
I've decided to turn a corner and try to correct the previous 2 statements for good.
Mostly because I am fat. I know it. I hate it.
I feel like it is tearing my life apart.
I also think it's probably one of the main factors in my depression.
I want to be proud of what I look like, not just of who I am.
I can't do this alone, and I'm scared to death that I'll have to because no one cares.
I'm lame and want you to like me.
I don't really know why.
Truth is... I could use a few extra kind words today.
Thanks.
I know I shouldn't...but I compare myself to others.
I eat to make myself happy.
I need to get on some Anti-Depressants or I'm going to end up in a bad place, again.
I've decided to turn a corner and try to correct the previous 2 statements for good.
Mostly because I am fat. I know it. I hate it.
I feel like it is tearing my life apart.
I also think it's probably one of the main factors in my depression.
I want to be proud of what I look like, not just of who I am.
I can't do this alone, and I'm scared to death that I'll have to because no one cares.
I'm lame and want you to like me.
I don't really know why.
Truth is... I could use a few extra kind words today.
Thanks.
6 comments:
oh friend, i could've written the same words. just know you are not alone. i am in a lot of the same spots. (((hugs))
Oh Haley - hang in there! You are NOT alone! In one of my posts this week, I wrote about how it's easy as moms to think we're the only unperfect one who feels like a failure sometimes...when, in reality, we all struggle and NO one is perfect. We are all human, but, if we are in Christ, we are REDEEMED humans. And, I too struggle with my weight...in fact, it's something I want to seriously work on this year too. Email me...or call me...I'm here for you, friend!
So sorry you are down. You are not alone - believe me. We always want more for our kids than what we had... I too am an emotional eater and know I am in a place that I have to lose or else.
don't be hard on yourself... just the fact you worry makes you a good mom and person.
Love to you
Kelly
Aw honey, you're beautiful, but I know what you're saying and feeling. Come join the Sisterhood, they are seriously wonderful support and will keep you going, I promise! They are totally awesome.
Love you...
Oh Haley, I can completely understand everything you are saying. Everything! (((Hugs))) You are a beautiful person...inside and out! Don't be too hard on yourself.
Sweet Haley,
Don't be too hard on yourself! I totally get your frustration and desire to make a change. Find people to rely on to encourage you instead of get you down. Thinking of you!
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Thanks for sharing! Comments make me really happy and I try to respond to each one personally!
Haley